quinta-feira, 18 de outubro de 2018

Repeat until it sinks in

It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok.It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok.
It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok. It's ok not to be ok.

sexta-feira, 5 de outubro de 2018

It's that time of the year...

when weather changes, christmas is around the corner, work piles up, i can't make time for social life and i spiral into a black hole. Every year, the same story. Around this time I stop being ok... I want to cry more ofetn than i don't, i hate my body and no clothes fit me, i want to eat my bodyweight in chocolate and i feel slightly angry with everything. I always recognise it early - the black dog. Stillt it creeps in and I am powerless to it. It starts with the blue mood, then the annoying knot on the throat like a swallowed cry, the feeling of loneliness, an urge to scream but a mute voice... and I am not OK. Again.