quinta-feira, 19 de maio de 2016


I would never delete this blog, it carries too much of my soul. But I am not sure it still represents me or just drags my baggage along. I want to write again, yet I somewhat freeze when I log in here. There's a weight, a time, a situation associated with every word written that stops me moving forward. I instantly get pulled to a darker place when I am here, which is strange as most memories here are happy, deep though ones... I guess I'll just leave this here, so I can remember and check in if needed be. Because sometimes you need that... to check in to your past self, to retrace the steps of the learning journey to this moment. So maybe this is goodbye or see you soon, maybe time has come to write a new chapter and leave the past where it belongs.

sábado, 23 de janeiro de 2016

Silent words

Almost a year went by without posts, then 2 about new year resolutions... I want to get back to writing, I crave it, but the words are locked inside and still fail me

quinta-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2015

Resolutions amidst fears

To get thinner and healthier... To attend more craft fairs... To get more freelance jobs in different types of events... To read more... To organise my own events... To dance... To travel with P... To have a girls only weekend with I and C... To go walking more with the doggies... To start writing again... To be happy!

Update for 2016...


quinta-feira, 29 de janeiro de 2015

terça-feira, 27 de janeiro de 2015

Murro no estômago

Just re-read one of my 'draft only' posts (now 4 months old) and it hit me like a brick to the face... so accurate, so poignant and so helpless...

Se a Jenninha pode...

também posso mostrar o mamalhal sem suporte ao mundo!

terça-feira, 7 de outubro de 2014

I guess that's the way

Whenever I am feeling worse, more depressed or needing to talk, I tend to crawl back into my shell. However, every now and again I reach out to friends and end up listening to their problems and conforting them. Maybe in handsight my issues are not that important after all...

domingo, 14 de setembro de 2014

hard to come by

sometimes all you need is a friend, but...