Yesterday was a bad day

It was blue and lonely.
I missed you more than ever, longed to touch you, kiss you,
be in your arms safe from the world.

Sometimes when I wake up in the morning everything's fine for a minute or two,
but then it hits me, the loss, the pain, it all comes back to me.
I lock it inside my chest and disguise the tears with the running water from the shower.

Most times I put on a brave face and take the world head high, but not yesterday.
Yesterday was a bad day.