I wish the past would just stay behind

Life has many winding roads, yet no matter how many step forwards I take, I seem to find myself crawling back, standing helpless or back at the start point. Issues, ghosts, worries, it all creeps back from time to time to put my life back onto a standstill. Sleepless nights? For sure. Skin rashes and other nervous related crap? Guaranteed. Feeling utterly helpless and angry and sad? Constantly. I wish some people would grow up, own up to their mistakes and obligations and start to make amends. As simple as that, amends would make things move forward slowly, yet forward. And so would me, myself and I.